KaU Perubah M0od !!

Hey Readers!!
ary nih best giler at skool!!walaupon pening sikit!!
perubah mo0d nie...someone yg saye anggap SPECIAL..
"SAYE ANGGAP SPECIAL K ??"

ermmm name dye....name fb lha erkkk...
name fb dye....:Qeyrol...
entah...lpas dye bwat persembahan tadi...ermmmm
teros saye berminad nk tngok...

don't ask me y??
dngan care santai dye...ngan spoting dye...
mase dye nynyi tadi...on part yg saye x bole lupew...
dye bole tergelak kejap...

huhuhuhu...what a funny moment..
kalo dye bace nih mati saye...!!
tapi x pew lha....bia dye tau..
saye suke tngok sifat sempoi dye tuh!!

sempoi...spoting..funny...huh!!
many more lha!!
sebenarnye saye nk mntx tolonk dye something!!
tapi...KESEGANAN melande!!

huhuhu!!
nnti lha kalo saye da sedia nk mntx tolonk...
saye mntx jew lha..!!
huhuhu

k lah...nk g clinic nih!!

I Can OR I Can't ??

Hey readers...
I Can OR I Can't ??
itulha kata2 yg bermain d'fikiran saye..
I Can OR I Can't ??

firstly!!
the "FIRST PERSON" just reject me!!
but it's okey....saye da agk da pon....
saye nk ckp x kesa tue x lha...but...

saye kene lha redha....saye bkn jenis kalo org tuh da x nk...
aq nk desak2 smpai nk...nk kene pakse2..
nope...i'm not that type...
huhuhuuhuhuhu...

but personally...care dye menolak tuh saye x jangke dye akn ckp cm tuh!!
but as I say...."JUST LET THE PAST GO"
huh!!lagi dkat nk exam..lagi bnyak masalah dtg....
adakah ini d'kira masalah...

ini tdak dikire masalah...masalah nye d'timbulkan oleh "MEREKA"...
"MEREKA" ini adlah..saye bagi name lha erkkk...ermmm
"KUMP. PERFECTION"...
"MEREKA" nih...mmg blagak sempurna...

everything yg saye x nk..diorang pakse2!!
huh!! S...T...R...E...S...S ! !
kenapew lha diorang nih...
kalo yg diorang nk tuh senang I don't mind...

WTH.....saye bnci lha kene kongkong...
"KUMP. PERFECTION" yg di anggotai oleh 6 org wanita2 cantek...
sume nye mndesak2 saye...but..permintaan dye tuh saye adew lha terpikir sebelom nih...
but after Abg A I decide nk stop....but..x kesampaian...asyik2 kene dasak...

huh!! if that task is as simple as ABC...
fine...x kesa...but is not that simple...
huh!!!STUPID!!
hah!! y i'm so stupid!!

hah!! whatever lha diorang tuh!!
masalah nye...saye d beri tarikh tutop...
before next year start...
huh...that's not that easy!!!!!!

k lha...just this for now!!
hate!! you KUMP. "PERFECTION"
hah!!just wait and see...!!!
i'll find 2 people....i will !! i will make your mouth SHUT!!

Finally!!

Situation 1

akhirnye saye da dapat menerime kenyataan yg saye ngan Abg A...
telah tiada hubungan....saye sedey bile dengar dye ckp cm tuh!!
saye terase kekosongan dlm hidup saye ...
kekosongan yg dulu telah saye isi dengan kehadiran Abg A...

bukan saye  x dpt menerime yg Abg A...da tolak saye jaoh2
tapi...saye x dpt menerime kenyataan yg bnde tuh berlaku sekarang...
"SADNESS IS ONE OF MY TOP FEELING NOW"
Harap2 "SADNESS" saye berakhir disini...

saye x tau lha apew sala saye at dye..
InsyaAllah...saye x de bwat sala ngan dye..
Although...saye selalu bwat perkare yg dye x suke saye bwat..
tapi saye nk tngok sejauh mane kesabaran dye...

dan selepas hubungan itu...saye telah bnyak mmpelajari tntg dye...
dan selepas saye kenal dye jugak lha..
saye da bnyak berubah...(bkn saye nk ckp yg saye berubah kerane seseorang)
tapi..saye nye bkn senang nk berubah sendiri...

but...mmg saye x dpt menerime lha...
dan saye jgak tau sume perangai dye...
dye mmg THE BEST MAN I KNOW..
sebb bagi saye..sume yg saye bwat..yg saye tau..sume perfect..x de cacat nya..

but..as usual....lpas kenal dye....saye tau yg saye x sempurna dlm dume aspek!!
ary nih masok lha seminggu saye break ngan dye....
saye sedaye upaya nk lupekan dye...
tapi my heart won't let me...

prinsip saye sekarang....kalo saye x bule lupekan dye naturally...
crik yg baru....(kadang2 saye x nk tapi saye di desak oleh MEREKA)
walaupon  saye x ikhlas menerime kenyataan itu...
but life must go on!!

huhuhuhuhu...let my sadness be it self..huhuh
k lha...i wanna start with the next situation...


Situation 2
lepas seminggu saye ngan Abg A da x de hubungan...
hati saye telah bole menerime kenyataan itu..
dan dengan desakkan yg diberiken oleh MEREKA..
hati saye mule tebuke untk menerime 3 org....

walaupon saye tlah terbuke...but...kenangan bersama Abg A..
x kn pernah pupus dlm hidup saye...
just let the past go!!
life must go on!!

First Person
this person not as special as Abg A...
his personality is more on friendly...
his age is 15...
his face is just nice....

dye saye da skodeng dari February...
he just nice....funny...
huhuhuhu...
tapi dye da adk angkat laki and perempuan...

and...adk angkat yg pompuan tuh ok jew....sbb kitorang bestie...
yg laki tuh x tau lha ok kew x....
but....saye x pernah lagi ckp straight yg saye nk jadik adk angkat dye...
saye just story2 jew ngan adk angkat dye yg gurl tuh....

then dye mesej ngan this person...
suddenly....this person ckp dye akn pertimbangkan...
antara tonight atau by tomorrow dye bagi jawapan...
these are all yg bole saye describe psal dye...

Second Person
this person not as special as Abg A too...
his personality is as quiet as a mouse (for me)..
his age is 16...
his face is just nice..cute..handsome...macho...
seriusly...petang tadi baru tau name dye...wal hal da skodeng dye dari blan satu..
saje jew x nk tau name dye...let it be a suprise..
tapi tadi da x bole nk control emotion...
tros tanye sapew jew yg lalu at c2..

then i was shock....his name is the same as Abg A!!
baru teringat nk lupew kan Abg A...but he just remind me of Abg A...
huh..his personality...just as Abg A...kalo tngok muke dye.....tenang jewk...
quiet..caring...and etc..

Third Person
this person not as special as Abg A too...
his personality is friendly..sometimes quiet..cheerfull..happy...
his age is 16 too...
his face is just nice..white skin..more on my dream brother...korean face..cute not handsome k??

dye nih...rendah sikit...but cute...
sume org at skool saye ckp...i'm the luckiest person if he accept me..
but i know he will not...
huhuhu...just kidding...

dye nih friendly giler2 lha...
dye spoting....but saye x pnah tego dye lagi at skool...
not for this moment..
just chating at fb jew...

antara 3 org kat atas nih tadi...
i prefer this person coz of his fizikal...
kalo ikut hati...i will choose..second person...
yg paling berharap is the first person...

but which come first...first come first serve..
nih sume psal desakkan MEREKA...
yg suruh saye adew abg angkat...
kalo x terime MEREKA nk mengungkit...huh!!!

huh!!nie jew lha for this moment...
da ngantok!!
huh!!just waiting with tears...
can't wait for tomorrow!!


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